Mascara

Mascara is bloody horrible stuff to taste. Don't try it.

Today was awesome, really enjoyed the time with people and looking at minis I might be buying one up in haywards heath soon so yay! *happy dances*

My life is looking good at the moment, even though I did something to I absolutely hated I know why I did it and its for the best really.

OOOOW

My back is killing me I got work in three hours, I don't want to go but most likely will, I really shouldn't I will be moving stuff around with a bad back but what they don't know can't hurt them can it? I don't like working there I am setting myself a target to have left or have a job lined up by the end of June. I would love to get the o2 job but I don't decide that I need to leave as soon as possible, Its driving me insane, they don't pay me properly, Its boring, I can get a better job, the hours are annoying as hell and they are losing money and need to cut costs, all together staples is a shit place to work, I advise against working there for all of the above reasons.

I'm going to have a shower and see how my back feels after that, I know I shouldn't go I don't like going but there are some things in life that suck my job is one of them. However I need the money in order to pay for driving amongst other things, I need a break on the job front then I will be fine and I can do what I like, everything seems to be a depressive circle of late and I need to break the chain somehow, changing job is the first part of my plan.

Buying cars off ebay

 "if you buy a car off ebay can i have the bubblewrap because there will be loads of it"

my brother 

ahaha and steff just emailed me saying similar!!

"ive never bought nething of ebay...but i can imagine that a car comes in alot of bubble wrap" 

slightly odd but still cool

101

101 dalmations...

Ok so blog 100 was me being bored wondering what to do with the 100th blog what was the mistake?

hehe

and for blog 101 I fill you with two sets of numbers:

49/50

and

56/70

and anyone that understands english driving rules will realise that means I passed my theory test.

^_^

Oh bugger

Well spending so much time in the loft/studio/whatever the hell you want to call it.

I FORGOT MY DAMN FECKING DRIVING LICENSEE AND LEFT IT IN THERE!!!!

not it will be a rush first thing tomorrow morning

*combusts*

oh dear 90 something blogs and I have just combusted.....

The night before

Test tomorrow slightly nervous...

first test I ever have been so Its impressive.....

And being generally down is not helping...

No 30s a quickie

Vroom Vroom lesson soon, on my day off,
Just hope I get to see that person later should help me focus and relax.

^_^

LOL!!

Just had an absolutely amazing evening

Racing f1 cars by crashing them into each other
it surprisingly works very well and I came 2nd in the championship 20points adrift of mr shumacher

Fritz came 5th some bit below the guy infront.....

BUT WE WHERE BOTH MCLARENS!!!
AND CAME SECOND BY 113 POINTS!!
WTF!!!!

was very fun and she was very late home.....

Oh i did write this yesterday and posting it today but..
Im cheating and editing the post time...

Monkeys

Yeah back from physiotherapy made me think wtf???
Now im really worried about my shoulder.
But we will see what comes of that after my scan next week.

After that had a driving lesson really interesting and fun.
I LOVE DRIVING SO MUCH!
but when im just thinking about other things, yeah...
Clutches are evil little buggers only put in the way of driving so to irritate you until you simply just want to nuke the damn thing.

I've also bought a folder to put my creative stuff in it and organise my life a bit better, I will let you know how that comes along. I want to write more, its part of the reason I didn't sleep last night, not only was I thinking about someone, I found my Roald Dahl, Dr Seuss and Spike Milligan books, I cant think of any other books that I can truly sit there with anyone and be amazed by them I have my creative mindset and styles because of them. Since forever I have made stories,rhymes and poems because of how they made me feel. I am who I am and without their input, I would not have survived the last two years of my life. If ever I was down I would go read them so I felt four again they still make me laugh, smile and happy. It made me very happy reading through them last night but even happier when I thought about the people I know that would love to read them and the people that like me for my crazy random madness. Of course it made me think of a few things that hurt me but after thinking about it in physiotherapy whilst they poked and prodded me, I suddenly became happy again thinking of my worlds and animals, the characters I made in my mind.

I'm a big kid really, I don't care what anyone thinks about it because it makes me happy, I also know why what happened, happened now and that it was my own fault, I know I didn't mean it and its so stupid of me to throw something like that away, I cant explain in words what you mean to me and if im honest it wouldn't change anything, you know how I feel, you know me and I know I'm trying not to do it, I just hope that's enough.

This made me think of you.....

Monkey, Monkey,
Sitting in a tree,
Pulling funny faces,
Pull one for me,
Pull one for daddy,
Pull one for mum,
But when it comes to the teacher,
Turn round and show her your bum.
-Spike Milligan

Listening to: Jack Jhonson-Angel

WOO NO 3!!

This is a blog from Jeff


because im cool this blog will be in 10 parts

Part1:

I need to learn to drive and get a car
Reason 1: Im lazy
Reason 2: theres a fine line between riding fast to keep warm but freezing your fingers with the cold wind and riding slow and your whole body freezing

Part2-6
FIVE AWESOME BLOGGERS IS AWESOME!!!

Part 7: half term next week and im very busy so i should have plenty to talk about wooooo!

Part 8: I want to write a script for a sitcom/stage/stand up thingy anyone else let me know!!!

Part 9: Im running out of ideas for things to say 10 was just a round number and seemed like a good idea at the time

Part 10: oh yeah!

WHY ARE CUSTOMERS SOOO STUPID TODAY AT WORK:

oh could you show me where the clipboards are?
yeah sure they are right behind you
i was tempted to say *no because if you dont know how to use your eyes how can you use one?*
but i didnt so yeah thats it for now i really should write something more structured but so far ive been busy most days

bai