I LOVE TO RAVE

That's my new song title that I'm going to start work on. NOW!

Today was boring so not much to say really.

SMIIIIILE!

I have had a bad day but because of one word I'm happy and that word is plonk completely irrelevant except to me and Becky. She makes me happier just by reminding me she loves me.

My day has been crap if I'm honest, got stuck at home cleaning and looking after the siblings all day when I had intended to meet with Becky today and relax with her. Yesterday I played guitar hero and the difficulty curve after the easy mode is like running head first into a concrete wall, but I'm sure I will work it out. So yeah one of the most boring days of the summer so far, its OK though, the house is clean the siblings haven't murdered each other yet, so I'm free to do what I want, expect I'm not.

Tomorrow I have to go to work and in the morning I'm going to work on a song I started writing last night named vibrating cows, (yeah its about you), then Thursday is big results day with a meet up in Horsham afterwards and work from five, but at least this means the next few days will go quickly, Friday, I'm not sure what to do with Friday, I might work on the script and get the NatWest account sorted out, that might be an idea. Then Saturday I'm at work for the day basically and after work on Saturday I will do my general procrastination style of work. Then From Sunday to Tuesday lunchtime/afternoon I'm busy so its all good. The shit day is followed with a few busy days and of course I have great friends, nemo rang me today bless him, I needed that, so thanks dude.

Becky loves me. ^_^

I just need to know that today of all days and it makes me warm inside. But you know what's better? I Love her back.

The gathering

Leaving for the youtube gathering in about 5 minutes.

Quite excited but also tired got no sleep last night, not because of the gathering, because I'm still beating myself up about not saying 'it' I will next time I can after all how will I know otherwise, and if i don't soon I could miss out on a great thing.

^_^ *I wonder where I got that from* 

and the same person I got that from I really wasn't expecting to hear you say the next bit about being lucky but because you did you removed one of the reasons I wasn't going to, so thank you.

WOOO YOUTUBE GATHERING!!!

some people that where meant to go can't but I'm sure it will still be fun and I get to meet nerimon aka alex and dave o(^_^)o

I shall now leave you with a line from my latest song, wrote last night, which I will record when I get a new mic.

The biggest mistake I ever made was fearing I would make one.

Woah!

Ok so today I have had one hell of a day...

This site has had well over 60hits!!!!!

Woah!

So my day was weird and just one of those days and is soon to end with me alot happier than I went to bed last night as, I feel I learnt so much about myself today, I wont explain until I have spoke to other people about it so I know what to say. 

Im happy though and thats all that matters right now, I've written a whole song that is for someone but I doubt they will ever know its for them as I don't think I will ever tell them, If I still know them, which I hope I do, when I write my will I will leave the information in there.

hehe ^_^